Today was iight.
I went to work. Truck was little. Got that shit over with. I clocked out a bit earlier than usual.
I finally really heard from Koya. Sent me this long text about how she’s not being distant and how she went to church and the sermon touched her so she taking time to put herself first. Says this last week was really stressful but nothing is gonna change between us just not as much text messaging. Says she feels like she’s putting her social life before herself and she’s not doing that no more. Idk. I did nothing wrong. Everything that happened this last week she brought on herself. I get the whole “bettering myself” notion but…nevermind. I guess I shouldn’t worry too much. We did converse a good deal after that but it just felt awkward. She told me not to read too far into this but I know me. Just going with the flow at this point.
I haven’t talked to “him” in a minute. Well, since like January when he came over. He hit me up on fb and gave me his number. I texted him. Nothing serious. I actually could’ve gone without texting him. He is definitely a waste of time outside the bedroom. Just entertainment.
Clayton tried to call today but there’s no money on the phone. I got money to put on there so maybe I will put some money on there. Idk. I wanna hear from him for sure. Especially since his birthday coming up.
Tomorrow I’ma get up bright and early to go to social services. I need health insurance.
I’m on the bus still, but I’ma have to force myself to sleep when I get home so I can get up. No telling how long I’ma be in there.